I dun really like my school. I don't really have a close friend. My friends are just people whom you see in school, then then say bye. We don't really hang out. I miss my poly friends seriously. Friends definately play a part in academic as well.
That is why i told my close friends: I am suffering; I don't feel happy at all. I like him, but the fact is i can't seem to even say a hi in school + his friends surrounding him. Signs...abit shy. I look at him and he look at me...not a single hi, even though we are in the same class or lab. He's pretty busy with school, cant really chat with him on msn too.
I have a few friends whose friends changed from nus to ntu. Reason: unable to adapt to the environment. They ended up doing well over at ntu. I'm like 75% into going over already. No confidence in doing pretty well in nus. It will be a struggle for me to work like crazy and do well. What if i don't. Only 4 more sems to pull my cap up to 2nd class lower~impossible. Its like asking me to get all B+ or A, which is rare.
I browsed through ntu's timetable for the 3 yrs. Realised i should have chosen ntu instead. =( It's a must to take basic maths before we take the normal maths modules. GOOD! Only requires to take 1 physics module, unlike my sch..we have to take 2. ntu offers ard 6mths or more for job attachment, which i am exempted from my sch. Only 1 fluid mech, whereas for my sch, i have to complete 2 fluid mech modules, which i already did.
My dear chris asked me to stay on for him...but to me academic is more impt. I cried so much, cos the aftermath of all these is all because of my zealousness and i really do miss him. I took 7 modules. Lol...and nobody else did. As a result, i wasn't able to pull up my cap. But it was an experience for me, and i'm used to uni lifestyle already. Let my start anew...and I'm determined to do well this time. And i will be so much happier!
