No mood to find for work. I'm stuck. Firstly I thought i could work for a mth and rest in mid july. But i have not settle my sch's stuff, and as a temp, normally you cant go on much leave. Doesn't really leave good impression of yourself.
So oh well....
I spoke to 2 of my friends in uni, but it seems to me that they are really going all out for 6 modules next sem. My gf doesnt even want to reply me and she is at a risky situation, one more time and she's like me. I adviced her to reduce her modules, but no reply. My other girlfriend, at least she is more sensible, she told me she will also take 4 modules only to pull her CAP up to 2.0. The other guy i was talking about. His CAP is only 2.0, and he can tell me he is able to cope. He only took 5 modules last sem, but the thing is, this coming sem has 6modules, and he hasn't tried the workload yet, unlike me~ i had 7modules last sem. Really hell of a struggle, basically, my timetable was fully packed from mon-fri, from early 8am - evening. Best of all, EG1471 took up majority of my time, where do i have the time to do my tutorials for all the other modules.
I do admit that I understand the guy that I mentioned above. Even with my peers and mentor advising me to try reducing the number of modules, i still ignored, thinking that i could handle it, but yet I failed. Its also partly because we have the mentality to graduate within 3 years and not going to the 4th year. Being alone, without your friends and stuff . But to think again, would you rather struggle and do badly (juz grad with a normal degree) or spread out and obtain at least an honours. I prefer the latter.
I've finally learnt my mistake. I guessed people who don't see it now like me (the other time), will only see it and start to worry when they really encounter with a failure.
